I have written for a bit and I am still feeling a bit jumbled inside. Things for the past year especially have been very stop and go. I am trying to open up more and get more in tune but I keep getting distracted. I keep feeling listless with sprinkles of inner conflict even though at a certain point in the summer I had great moments of clarity. The thing right now is to slow down. Slow all the way down and stop judging myself and allow myself to enjoy what I have and what I would like to enjoy and experience.
I did wash my hair today and do laundry and get in touch with family.
I feel like I’m so close to a breakthrough but I keep putting it off. We’ll see.